I wrote a few months ago about BUI-Blogging under the Influence. I was referring to alcohol then.
I must now add a new blogging acronym to my list of things I really shouldn’t do. BWFO-blogging while Freaking Out.

Sure for some people this is cathartic, I support and love those people. They are by far my favorite people. They can express themselves through all medias and somehow you just get it. For others such as myself it always comes out wrong. Somewhere between my true heartfelt sentiments and my mouth or keypad everything goes to shit. I blame the A.D.D, my Mother and the damn Catholics…. Ever since I read The Da Vinci Code that’s been a joke of mine, I think it’s hilarious but I’m easily amused.

My point of this post is to address a few things from a post I made a few days ago.
First, I do not hate Men, I really really love men. I’m thinking of all kinds of warm and fuzzy things about them right this moment, plus considering I’m terrified of woman they’re really all I have.

Second, I do not hate all Deacons. I just really dislike one who will from this day forward be referred to as Duck Waddler.

Third, as much as I hate behavior modification and personal growth I have chosen to not swear as much. This does not mean if some ass-hat does something completely mindless I won’t point it out and call them a stupid fuck (If you never point it out they’ll never know) what this means is I will be widening my linguistic arsenal (did I use that correctly?). I will never again catch myself saying something like “Yeah, you know, like back in castle days”.
I have no direct evidence between this recent lack of brain movement and my profuse swearing but there’s a correlation somewhere I’m sure, If I’m wrong well fuck it.

I’m feeling much much better, Thank you all for your kind words.